A taste of happieness

FOR a month i got to be happy again,

I actually looked forward to waking up, my dreams weren’t better than reality.

Things tasted better,

the sun was brighter,

I wanted to do stuff again.

I was getting back to my old self.

now it feels like it been ripped away.

Since when did i become a person who depended on some one else for happiness.

Before you came into my life i was just getting over my ex, i knew it would take me a min to learn to be happy by my self for a min.

But you came crashing in and it was like from 30 mph to 90 then down to 10.

and i feel like im running ON EMPTY.

i just need some pills. something so reality doesn’t burn some much

Ever feel like there is no one in the world who loves you? let alone ever will.

Oh and on top of it all pretty sure i’ve lost my job. FML